colormekayti:

This is my brother in law Adam.  He went missing last night (early morning of 3/3/2014). There were threatening e-mails found on his computer, and he was instructed to go to Celebration Park in Seattle, WA. If anyone sees him, please contact the local police there.

Please repost.  Thank you.

Climbing Mountains

So this year I made a decision, or “resolution” if you will, that I would start living as much of an art-filled life as possible. Technically my life has always been full of art, but it has always been in a relatively passive way. It was kind of a slow, background entity that I was never able to focus on and bring to the forefront consistently. Go to an art show here…stop by the museum there…draw a derpy little sketch to momentarily satiate the creative beast for a few more days. I never knew why I was this way about art, but what I finally realized is that it was anxiety all along that was debilitating me to the point of not even wanting to create anything. It was the fear of having to confront my messy line work, my poor sense of composition, my technical short-comings, and the added anxiety of comparing yourself with other artists which comes inevitably with creating an online presence. It sounds counterproductive, because it is. But that doesn’t make it any less crippling or common among growing artists. 

I started off strong by beginning my big personal project on the first of the year. I told myself that no matter how long it took, I would work and rework each piece of the project until I was really satisfied with it, not because I ran out of patience. I also focused my attention on a lot of the background tasks that would make the pieces much stronger in the long run before I even began painting, such as story and research. I admit that I get a little antsy when I’m focusing on those things because I always want to get right into the painting, but when I compare pieces done with research with those done without, I remember why it’s worth it.

So at the end of the first month, I have been able to create more artwork than I ever would have had I not set these goals for myself. Here are a few samples:

Something else that I finally did that has improved my productivity immensely was deactivate Facebook. I wasn’t very active, but it was something that I mindlessly browsed through whenever I started getting lazy or anxious. It was an avoidance thing. 

What has also boosted my creativity and art-making has been staying late after work with a friend every Wednesday just to focus on personal projects. We’ve been able to bounce ideas off of each other and have learned new skills as well, particularly ZBrush. One of our 3D artists has graciously been holding workshops for us to show us the ropes; it’s refreshing sometimes being forced into a medium that you know nothing about. Long story short, this year is off to an amazing start, and I plan on becoming a much stronger artist in the coming months.

Ermahgerd Friday is taking foreverrrr!!

"We are the girls with anxiety disorders, filled appointment books, five-year plans. We take ourselves very, very seriously. We are the peacemakers, the do-gooders, the givers, the savers. We are on time, overly prepared, well read, and witty, intellectually curious, always moving… We pride ourselves on getting as little sleep as possible and thrive on self-deprivation. We drink coffee, a lot of it. We are on birth control, Prozac, and multivitamins… We are relentless, judgmental with ourselves, and forgiving to others. We never want to be as passive-aggressive as our mothers, never want to marry men as uninspired as our fathers… We are the daughters of the feminists who said, ‘You can be anything,’ and we heard, ‘You have to be everything.’"

— Courtney Martin 

(this is exactly what I DON’T want to be this coming year - I want to leave this mentality behind with 2013.)

Holiday Updates!

Hello, Neglected Tumblr!

I don’t usually do super-personal posts, but I think it’s nice to do every once in a while. I just came back to California from about a week in Ohio, and I’m pretty sad to be back so soon. I brought my boyfriend to meet my parents for the first time, so that was a lot of fun.

Overall he was pretty amazed by how flat everything was, and how cold, of course. He really liked the snow and playing on Lake Erie when it was frozen over, so he’ll have to come back with me another time when all the ice is melted!


My mom went all out this year and bought all sorts of decorations for the whole house. It’s something that I’ve grown to appreciate about my mom over the years. Even though the decorations don’t always match (like using one type of string light for the bottom half of the Christmas tree and another type for the top half), the effort that she puts into the holidays makes them so much better!


Going back home always seems to calm my nerves that I didn’t even realize needed calming.

Anyway, after a long and uncomfortable flight, JC and I are now back in LA and winding down by playing LoL and watching nerdy movies. 

Two hours later, my eyeballs feel like they’re going to fall out 😬 #illustration

#thegreatgatsby #illustration

A little something I made tonight to hang up on the roomie art wall! 😛 surprise guys!!

Comic book envy 😒

#EllenPage #JodieHolmes for funsies